a lot has happened....
... since last i wrote here... i don't run club anymore just cuz it was too stressful... 16 hour days, ridiculous sheet, lack of sleep... not being able to see my friends... so after all that's said and done... wut do i do? i end up going to shoot at PP and RAMA =) ... these 3.5 weeks were running good... $13,500 from poker and blackjack... paid off some debt... $5000 here, $2000 there... lent out some money... blah blah... but it all had to come to an end... $6500 loss between PP and up north... all in one nite... SOUR! but it's ok, cuz now i'm GOLD and very soon PLATINUM... i dunno if i'm supposed to feel proud about that or not... at least i get boyz II men tickets (taking the accountant - "not a number")... that should be interesting... listening to old skewl slow jams that were a big part of my life back in the day... one sweet day, on bended knee, i'll make love to you, end of the road... see how things go... see if i even get to gamble... it'll be an interesting april 9th...
DBL is not as single as she was supposed to be... complications make it hard to get w/ her... and w/ the new stuff i've learned about her, i'm not sure i wanna even hook up w/ her anymore... miscarriage?! wtf?! guess it wasn't in the cards for me to hook up w/ her... besides... i can't see myself being serious w/ a gamblaholic... occasional gambling... but not chronic to owe on a CC... but just today i learn that NS from the club scene is now available... again though w/ the closeness of her ex and her and i... well i'm not sure wut's going to happen... but we'll be hanging out more than before... i still haven't talked to VIP (now just FRIEND)... she left me a message a couple days ago, but i didn't call her back... she's gotta know that i'm pissed... she apologized for not telling me about the whole trip and stuff... but i said i needed time... i'm pretty sure that things will never be the same again... dunno if that's worse for me or her... everything happens for a reason... for the one person who i actually told about this journal... just remember that i'm writing random thoughts as they come along... sometimes i may seem a lil out there even self centered... feel special cuz you're the only one that gets to read this stuff... and yah... we'll go shopping soon sometime... i appreciated the invite today (even though i was comafied from the nite before as stated above)...
the knee is fuct up yet again... i can tell that tomorrow i won't be able to walk for a couple days... it's the worst when you already know that it's gonna happen the nite before... but still i go out to watch HOSTAGE (which btw sucked ass - long haired guy walking thru fire reminds me of THE CROW but not even as close to as cool)... then demetri's where a group of us talked about movies... 6 degrees from kevin bacon... looking at asian girls... then home... mr. 3000 and now blogging... was supposed to go snowboarding tomorrow (well today), but cuz of the knee i had to bail... v-ball was going well... next week we have off anywayz and we're doing this potluck thing at my house... which will be good... young and dangerous marathon that nite... hehe... dumplings, salmon sashimi and curry beef balls is what we got so far... prolly another magic bullet nite...
back to the whole $6500 catastrophe though... i think i'll just grind it back playing holdem... gotta get outta the blackjack mindset... go back to the old days where $300 - $500 was enough per nite as opposed to these $2000 sessions i've been having lately... looking forward to taking the summer off from the club scene... lots of people asked me to join up w/ them ... which is flattering, but not for me right now... start again after CNE prolly... get the old crew back together again...
sold the 23" widescreen... bought an ipod... picked up my slot machine... i guess the next thing is house shopping... need to get some more money together before i seriously discuss any purchase as big as this... kinda wish these were the old days... when money wasn't a big deal... if i could go back in time and NOT make some stupid investments... damn... just mcdonalds and coffee makers round 1... speaking of mcdonalds... my old buddy DYE... sometimes i wish that we were still close like before... that the event that tore us and our "FRIENDS" group apart never happened... but i guess things happen for a reason and i'll just have to accept that it did happen... just rambling... i do miss my friend though... we were brothers... like the 5am coffee time talks, drinking green tea iced tea... building and selling "artic stacked boxes"... moving inventory in the middle of the nite... the good ol' days...
sluggers wants to open a "gambling and everything related" store and is asking me (well at least i think he is) to help run it... be a partner of some sort... we'll find out on monday... but this could be something really good for me... something more legit... 9-5 as my parents would want... something w/ a T4!! brain freeze right now... i'll find you later
DBL is not as single as she was supposed to be... complications make it hard to get w/ her... and w/ the new stuff i've learned about her, i'm not sure i wanna even hook up w/ her anymore... miscarriage?! wtf?! guess it wasn't in the cards for me to hook up w/ her... besides... i can't see myself being serious w/ a gamblaholic... occasional gambling... but not chronic to owe on a CC... but just today i learn that NS from the club scene is now available... again though w/ the closeness of her ex and her and i... well i'm not sure wut's going to happen... but we'll be hanging out more than before... i still haven't talked to VIP (now just FRIEND)... she left me a message a couple days ago, but i didn't call her back... she's gotta know that i'm pissed... she apologized for not telling me about the whole trip and stuff... but i said i needed time... i'm pretty sure that things will never be the same again... dunno if that's worse for me or her... everything happens for a reason... for the one person who i actually told about this journal... just remember that i'm writing random thoughts as they come along... sometimes i may seem a lil out there even self centered... feel special cuz you're the only one that gets to read this stuff... and yah... we'll go shopping soon sometime... i appreciated the invite today (even though i was comafied from the nite before as stated above)...
the knee is fuct up yet again... i can tell that tomorrow i won't be able to walk for a couple days... it's the worst when you already know that it's gonna happen the nite before... but still i go out to watch HOSTAGE (which btw sucked ass - long haired guy walking thru fire reminds me of THE CROW but not even as close to as cool)... then demetri's where a group of us talked about movies... 6 degrees from kevin bacon... looking at asian girls... then home... mr. 3000 and now blogging... was supposed to go snowboarding tomorrow (well today), but cuz of the knee i had to bail... v-ball was going well... next week we have off anywayz and we're doing this potluck thing at my house... which will be good... young and dangerous marathon that nite... hehe... dumplings, salmon sashimi and curry beef balls is what we got so far... prolly another magic bullet nite...
back to the whole $6500 catastrophe though... i think i'll just grind it back playing holdem... gotta get outta the blackjack mindset... go back to the old days where $300 - $500 was enough per nite as opposed to these $2000 sessions i've been having lately... looking forward to taking the summer off from the club scene... lots of people asked me to join up w/ them ... which is flattering, but not for me right now... start again after CNE prolly... get the old crew back together again...
sold the 23" widescreen... bought an ipod... picked up my slot machine... i guess the next thing is house shopping... need to get some more money together before i seriously discuss any purchase as big as this... kinda wish these were the old days... when money wasn't a big deal... if i could go back in time and NOT make some stupid investments... damn... just mcdonalds and coffee makers round 1... speaking of mcdonalds... my old buddy DYE... sometimes i wish that we were still close like before... that the event that tore us and our "FRIENDS" group apart never happened... but i guess things happen for a reason and i'll just have to accept that it did happen... just rambling... i do miss my friend though... we were brothers... like the 5am coffee time talks, drinking green tea iced tea... building and selling "artic stacked boxes"... moving inventory in the middle of the nite... the good ol' days...
sluggers wants to open a "gambling and everything related" store and is asking me (well at least i think he is) to help run it... be a partner of some sort... we'll find out on monday... but this could be something really good for me... something more legit... 9-5 as my parents would want... something w/ a T4!! brain freeze right now... i'll find you later
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