damn it's been a long time...
for some reason i felt compelled to come visit this thing after 1+ years! shiet it's been a long time... and i guess the writing bug kinda hit me after watching several episodes of Californication ... about a talented writer who has his own women and job issues... sounds like someone we know? =) or should i say =( ... found myself looking at ads for puppies today... this house is lonely sometimes... even with miss jd living down the street... without a doggie in the house to hang out with is different... raptor fob lived here for a little while, but after his car blew up, it made more sense for him to go back to scarlem... took his doggy with him =( so i'm looking for one now... something shorthaired, small and cute... fill you in if / when i get one... name will be something poker related... maybe Checkraise or Minitilt or Comatose? iono.. i'll figure it out if / when the time comes...
so i'm done with the club scene now... some stuff happened (again when i wasn't there) and i'm thinking it was about time i changed jobs.... i mean survive two big events, and leave unscathed is an accomplishment in itself... they're not able to run w/o me... that is apparent in the first month of me being unemployed... competitors asking me to join them... old involved people missing me, but only blaming me for all the things that went wrong... always looking for an excuse to put it on me... i don't need that... some people respect me for leaving when i did... while others just try to make me look like the bad guy... bleh... i'm happy that i'm outta that... good run while it lasted... 2+ years at one spot... now to try to collect my A.R.! actually was having a lotta bad luck since my birthday... i mean cold cards... losing streak for more than 3 sessions! which is weird... and my friend MDJ was having crazy ass lucksackedness! i felt like i was in the twilight zone... the bizzaro world... things are back to normal for me now... back to lucksack mode! hopefully by the time i blog next, i would've started the noodle house... yup, a ramen house is what i'm planning to attack next... just gotta get the ball rolling, then i'm good...
girl situation... well one of the girls who i thought i was interested in, is no longer available (yet again!)... i think i had a chance, but the more and more i think about it, she wasn't a match... not a long term one anyway... chococat...we're good friends, but sometimes i question the friendship... not remembering birthdays or even loyalty w/ me or trout... this fob chick that i'm taking to the jacky cheung concert might have some potential, but then again... i'm not sure if she's interested... we'll see after the concert i guess... but it's possible.... then there's the asian blonde.... lately i've been running thoughts through my head about her... her heart is in the right place, but she's an airhead sometimes... i don't think she'd get the jokes too well... and i'm really all about the jokes... nice to be able to flirt w/ a person with some witty banter... be even nicer if they understood what the heck is going on! also the fact that she's been with two of my friends... that's still a little weird for me... 2d's sister... well i think i made a subtle pass at her, but she didn't seem too receptive... i'll prolly try again at a later date... then there's the one that got away... i'm still not totally clear about the window i had (cuz honestly i think she hooked up w/ guy #2 while she was still kinda with guy #1)... but she's the perfect match... understand the business, get the jokes and can be a fob or cbc.... impress the grandma w/ the chinese, more cute than hot... kinda cool how we still talk after the confession... i guess that's what makes her special... that even though the confession was made, things aren't weird... a real friend...
lot of my friends got and are getting married soon.... although it doesn't always seem too right, everyone makes their own decisions.... i mean big white guy and SK are cools.... even though the finances might not be in order... but JS and SW are suspect to me... we've had the talks about the fighting and ish, but in the end, i dunno if he'll be able to let go... good luck to them... at least they have someone to love...
listening to slow jams while blogging is tough... especially when the last paragraph was about significant others...
back to being jobless... it's getting a little more stressful making these mortgage payments... but i'm doing ok... hopefully i get some of this AR coming in at opportune times to help me... shooting at port hasn't been as frequent as i envisioned... but when i go, i've been scooping a lil bit... lucky for me there have been other ways to make money... house game at the aquarium is a place where i'll frequent more often now.... guys are so clueless... almost doesn't seem fair...
been going to the gym for the past 5 or 6 weeks now and feeling good... still gotta make some adjustments to the eating style, but the workout has been good... vball has been progressing nicely, but still inconsistent... i'll work at that some more... hopefully the gym really helps me out next year w/ softball... i really wanna prove that i belong on that slo pitch team... defense is good... but the offense needs some work... just goes to show that there really are better players around... and you gotta play with better players to get better.... work towards self improvement... in multiple aspects of my life...
figuring out who my real friends are... i know that my friends have changed with who i work with, or who i see the most... but the people that stand out from this year would have to be: MDJ, SK, big white guy, JS, bitterboy, JD and NS... all of these people have been around when i'm feeling low... there to help me change busted tires at messed up times... go to their house to do laundry... go to movies... do bbt... just all in all being a good friend... i just hope that i've done my part as a friend to each and every one of them... everyone does their part... i'd like to think of myself as a pretty good friend... i appreciate everything they do for me....
one thing that really stands out this year when i was feeling really down is something i saw in a movie... no matter how bad things seem, someone always has it worse than you... so deal with the situation you're in and be thankful! yah... let's see if i feel like this next time i blog... hopefully by that time i'll have the ramen house open...
so i'm done with the club scene now... some stuff happened (again when i wasn't there) and i'm thinking it was about time i changed jobs.... i mean survive two big events, and leave unscathed is an accomplishment in itself... they're not able to run w/o me... that is apparent in the first month of me being unemployed... competitors asking me to join them... old involved people missing me, but only blaming me for all the things that went wrong... always looking for an excuse to put it on me... i don't need that... some people respect me for leaving when i did... while others just try to make me look like the bad guy... bleh... i'm happy that i'm outta that... good run while it lasted... 2+ years at one spot... now to try to collect my A.R.! actually was having a lotta bad luck since my birthday... i mean cold cards... losing streak for more than 3 sessions! which is weird... and my friend MDJ was having crazy ass lucksackedness! i felt like i was in the twilight zone... the bizzaro world... things are back to normal for me now... back to lucksack mode! hopefully by the time i blog next, i would've started the noodle house... yup, a ramen house is what i'm planning to attack next... just gotta get the ball rolling, then i'm good...
girl situation... well one of the girls who i thought i was interested in, is no longer available (yet again!)... i think i had a chance, but the more and more i think about it, she wasn't a match... not a long term one anyway... chococat...we're good friends, but sometimes i question the friendship... not remembering birthdays or even loyalty w/ me or trout... this fob chick that i'm taking to the jacky cheung concert might have some potential, but then again... i'm not sure if she's interested... we'll see after the concert i guess... but it's possible.... then there's the asian blonde.... lately i've been running thoughts through my head about her... her heart is in the right place, but she's an airhead sometimes... i don't think she'd get the jokes too well... and i'm really all about the jokes... nice to be able to flirt w/ a person with some witty banter... be even nicer if they understood what the heck is going on! also the fact that she's been with two of my friends... that's still a little weird for me... 2d's sister... well i think i made a subtle pass at her, but she didn't seem too receptive... i'll prolly try again at a later date... then there's the one that got away... i'm still not totally clear about the window i had (cuz honestly i think she hooked up w/ guy #2 while she was still kinda with guy #1)... but she's the perfect match... understand the business, get the jokes and can be a fob or cbc.... impress the grandma w/ the chinese, more cute than hot... kinda cool how we still talk after the confession... i guess that's what makes her special... that even though the confession was made, things aren't weird... a real friend...
lot of my friends got and are getting married soon.... although it doesn't always seem too right, everyone makes their own decisions.... i mean big white guy and SK are cools.... even though the finances might not be in order... but JS and SW are suspect to me... we've had the talks about the fighting and ish, but in the end, i dunno if he'll be able to let go... good luck to them... at least they have someone to love...
listening to slow jams while blogging is tough... especially when the last paragraph was about significant others...
back to being jobless... it's getting a little more stressful making these mortgage payments... but i'm doing ok... hopefully i get some of this AR coming in at opportune times to help me... shooting at port hasn't been as frequent as i envisioned... but when i go, i've been scooping a lil bit... lucky for me there have been other ways to make money... house game at the aquarium is a place where i'll frequent more often now.... guys are so clueless... almost doesn't seem fair...
been going to the gym for the past 5 or 6 weeks now and feeling good... still gotta make some adjustments to the eating style, but the workout has been good... vball has been progressing nicely, but still inconsistent... i'll work at that some more... hopefully the gym really helps me out next year w/ softball... i really wanna prove that i belong on that slo pitch team... defense is good... but the offense needs some work... just goes to show that there really are better players around... and you gotta play with better players to get better.... work towards self improvement... in multiple aspects of my life...
figuring out who my real friends are... i know that my friends have changed with who i work with, or who i see the most... but the people that stand out from this year would have to be: MDJ, SK, big white guy, JS, bitterboy, JD and NS... all of these people have been around when i'm feeling low... there to help me change busted tires at messed up times... go to their house to do laundry... go to movies... do bbt... just all in all being a good friend... i just hope that i've done my part as a friend to each and every one of them... everyone does their part... i'd like to think of myself as a pretty good friend... i appreciate everything they do for me....
one thing that really stands out this year when i was feeling really down is something i saw in a movie... no matter how bad things seem, someone always has it worse than you... so deal with the situation you're in and be thankful! yah... let's see if i feel like this next time i blog... hopefully by that time i'll have the ramen house open...
posted by DC at 6:41 AM
1 Comments:
Oh so now you're thinking about a dog...and here I was so shot down when I asked you to consider!
Yes, I still read...although I lost my blog list a long time back and yours was so hard to find!!!
And if you're thinking about a dog, you better get a rescue pet...cuz if you buy from the pet store imma kill u.
"Checkraise"?!?!?!?!?!? How about River? Btw, short-haired dogs aren't as cute....
And you want cute if you're ackhem, making passes.
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